👉👉 Hae Annie.... Can't believe am doing this, i like reading other people's secrets but keeping my secrets to myself 😄😄😄😄. .... This has been bothering me for so long i've been wondering what will happen if i write to u and see it live for everyone to see..... Don't forget to take my identity to the center of the market in Wuhan China 😂😂😂😂 where no human will be interested to find.
So..... For those that might care, am a woman, 35+ almost 40 Lol!! 🤩🤩🤩 living a carefree kindof lifestyle now cz of all the things i've gone through. Am married, this is my 2nd marriage btw ✌️✌️✌️🤟🤟 and i have kids but that's all there is to it. Am in this marriage for my kids..... well, also am not gonna divorce at this age will i now? 😹😹😹😹😹...... I've chosen to concentrate on things that make me happy and to simply ignore what i can't control. I came to the knowledge that stress can kill you very easily if you don't watch out n this is the base of my confession( Btw Ann, you made made a typo in a poll, it's confessions subscribers not "confesions" subscribers lol!! 😂😂😂😂).
As with many women, a pregnancy can take a toll on you..... Men who haven't developed a pot belly yet😉😉 wouldn't understand it but watching your stomach inflate like that isn't as easy as you many might think 😂😂😂😂..... I was not myself during that time, i was very hard to deal with but i was not the worst and frankly i don't deserve what i got..... My younger sister came to live with me during the later stages of my pregnancy, to help me through, i was happy she offered her time to be with me..... I swear to me, my husband hated that particular sister and she hated him, that's what i honestly thought, i remember trying to make them get along without success on multiple occasions.... I wish i could tell this word by word but it's impossible so i'll jump straight to the important parts.... For some reason, I started sleeping early, around 5 & 6pm regularly i would go for 3 days without seeing my husband.... But one day, on the very last days i woke up at 10pm sweating heavily so i went to get a breeze on my window, our house back then had an upstairs where our bedrooms were located so you could kindaof have an aerial view of the compound from my bedroom..... The picture, 😔😔😔 it's so hard to forget it, everyday i wish i could but to this day even with how i've moved on i still can't forget it, it's so clear in my mind.... My sister, both of her hands on my husband's bonnet, my husband's pants and whataview dropped but still on his legs just doing the unthinkable like two little rascals.... I gave birth that day, a few days early.... I never mentioned anything. The labour, fear if my child would make it made me forget that for a while.... I decided to let it go and pretend that everything was okay until i got used to it..... Maybe one day one of them will read this and feel guilty but don't, it's in the past..... Now i focus on being a good mom, travelling and learning new things.... It has not been easy living with it but in the middle of all the chaos, i found a purpose and happiness and that's what i focus on.... That said, Don't stay in a bad relationship because of reasons like mine..... I've not been strong enough to move on so be strong 💪 and do it.
That's all 🏃♀️🏃♀️🏃♀️🏃♀️🏃♀️ peace to all.